I do...
wanna get married.
aww the wedding was wonderful.
my aunt got married last saturday to the man of her life.
it was so beautiful and i was overwelmed my all the love.
between them, from their friends and family... everything.
i was close to tears at the church several times, really had to push em back.
basiclly just cos they were so happy.
the party was great aswell. was at a really nice place down by the sea.
we ate great food, had (a lot) of great drinks ;) and then we danced till dawn almost.
pure success.
im really happy for them, that they´ve found eachother.
to find real and pure love isnt as easy as people think it is.
to find someone who loves you for the person you are and who stands by your side.
a person that support you, do things with/for you eventho its not in their intrest.
someone who lets you be you and do the things you want to do.
that respects you and are faithfull, a person you always can trust.
if you dont have respect and trust, you dont have real love.
i think (and hope) i´ve found that.
im so happy.
as i said, trust is important. and i feel i can trust him. i feel he´d never do something to hurt me or go behind my back or cheat. and i know that he likes me for the person i am, the good and the bad sides.
i also feel i can share everything with him.
and im pretty sure he´ll be my BFF ;) haha
even if its a long road at the moment with many obstacles
but we´ll manage.
i allready told him a year ago we´re gonna get married ;)
and when i searched for all those pictures yesterday, SOMEHOW, i just bumped into a weddingdress (A) haha
and let me tell you, im in love. i NEED that dress. its so beautiful, and so ME. and only 155euros :O
<3<3<3<3<3<3
so im just waiting now...... ;) haha
a quicky
im so tired atm but tomorrow is my last day.... then ive done 60h in 7 days.
and after i get home i need to start getting ready for take off on friday :P
now im gonna die in bed after i wave goodnight to my bf that just got a cam :O haha
xx
du du duuu duuum
did everybody survive friday 13th?
actually nothing at all happened today... just been working pretty much...
back on normal schedule with Petra. tnx God for that, wouldnt survive the weekend otherwise :P
the only action we had was that we suspect one of our "regulars" to steal, so we gonna have a look at the cameras tomorrow.
and if we´re right we´re gonna kick his ass!
in a week im back in Holland, cant wait... at this point im hopefully "grownup-cuddeling" with my man :+ HAHA
and almost time for Decibel :D
meet Jenny again :D and Maarten, Erik, Henrik etc :P
no B b b b b b baaaarbie tho =( (you suck)
but damn i love the hotel we´re gonna stay at... its so beautiful
http://www.arthoteleindhoven.com/eng/arthotel-english/rooms/superiour-double-room.html
tho i really hope we get a purple room like the last pic...or the black / dark green one with the golden bed :P
meh, soon bedtime. work at 12
just gonna cuddle with this sexy piece of cat on my belly. RAWR
insomnia
think i went to bed ar 2 last night... read a bit as i always do but when the lights went out i couldnt fall asleep. my right arm / shoulder / back is hurting as hell again.
wonder if just 2 days of work kan do that.
i really need to go and get it fixed but im to damn cheap :P
rather put money on something else.... like a dress or a trip to holland...
at 4 i gave up, went out in the livingroom again and watched some tv...
2 episodes of "girls of the playboy mansion" shoot me...
my that time i really wished i was asleep... then an episode of las vegas.
DAMN i wanna visit that city sooo badly...
sooooo.. at 5,30 i went back into bed and managed to fall asleep. went up again at 12. laundry day <3
ive been lazy today... havent worked out.. tho i did it 3 times yday so i guess im allowed to slack..
made an applepie instead and i know someone that wish he was here right now ;)
and that someone i really wish was here...
so we can "celebrate" ;)
1 month ago we had "the talk" :O time flies...
but i miss him, like crazy.
been without him for 8 days now, feels like 3e weeks... and its 8 days till i see him again. they better go fast....
i need to learn...
but i really want it...
so now im gonna start watching movies / series with dutch subtitles...
at least ill pick up a few words
this party is crazy Haha. The guys just th...
this party is crazy Haha. The guys just threw of their shirts! We're dying here Haha
time to put down the fucking fork
i feel swollen after those 10 days with Dennis.
ate breakfast and dinner every day! thats something im not used to hehe.
+ all sweets, crisps, icecream, soda etc... SUGAR!! a womans biggest enemy.
tnx god i still have a few of those magic pills left... wanna be fit for Decibel in 2 weeks....
havent stood on the scale yet so i dunno how much i "need" to loose. 2-3kg maybe.
easy peasy... i hope.
gonna start on monday. tomorrow its party time and i need to have a solid ground to build on for the evening hehe, and on sun i prob need the usual when i have a major hangover. fat food and 2l Cola.
so that gives me 11 days to look like this:
i wish! tho not that big boobs, i dont like big boobs
and now we're on our way to the airport :(...
and now we're on our way to the airport :( matching underwear
im about to teach my man how to eat cray f...
im about to teach my man how to eat cray fish. Never had it before. In swe its very common and once a year we have a huge cray fish party and drink snaps. I hope he likes it ;)
so we have something to tell you guys. Ca...
so we have something to tell you guys. Can u see the big rock on my finger? Haha. Dennis got it for me in one of those machines. Atm im being a good wife making dinner and baking a pie.
we're alive ;) just left the bed for the s...
we're alive ;) just left the bed for the sofa :+ dont have much time for the Blog atm, sorry ;)
ok, the place is ready for his arrival. My...
ok, the place is ready for his arrival. My turn
D-Day tomorrow
staying for almost 10 days.... what the hell are we gonna do? :P
we picked a good week tho.
there is a hugh music festival in town from thursday till sunday. between 200 000 to 400 000 visitors each year so i guess we´ll spend some time there :P
and the city is full of markets and foodstands :P om nom nom.
i also thought id take him to "Tivoli" in Copenhagen. its one of the oldest amusementparks in Europe. http://www.tivoli.dk/composite-3351.htm
there´s the website for the ones that wanna have a look. they dont have that many rides but enough to satisfy me... if u look under "rides" u can see em all. i doubt i´ll put my ass in "Vertigo" or "The Demon"
ill stick to the normal roller couster and the fun house. or let him win me stuff in the machines and parlour games hehe ;) if he dont make me go :P
i also wanna go to the aqarium, looks nice :P
so i hope we´ll have a nice day there together
think we´ll meet some of my friends and family aswell, poor bastard :+
but after all that i have nooo idea what to do, tho i dont really care as long as im with him (cheeese i know )
but i cant help myself ;)
so happy atm :D
i race u there!
who wanna go for a ride?
i dare you!!
lol....
americans, totally crazy. id never put my ass in thatone. a 90 degree angle.. id shit myself.. wonder how high up it is. gotta google it :O
128 meters _O-
no one?
how about those then? ontop of the Stratosphere Hotel in Vegas? only 300m down.
i doubt id do it... and if i did do it i doubt i would enjoy it :P
im a free woman
no work and it feels great. i need this break, badly. recharge.
the day has been one long count down but at 6 it was finally over. went to what we call "systembolaget".
thats the only store here in sweden you´re allowed to buy alcohol stronger than 3,5%. silly hu? haha
think it us and 2 or 3 other countries in the world that have it like this. LONG LIVE MONOPOLY.
anyway. bought 12 coronas, thought id start preparing now for Dennis visit here...(but i guess ill have to go there and buy some more before his arrival on monday haha)
need to do some serious shopping. i have like no food at all.
i never cook at home.
im looking forward to actually having to cook again, i think its really fun, but i dont see the point in cooking for yourself. im even gonna bake for him :P applepie and chocholatecake. om nom nom.
cant remember last time i did that.
im gonna be a perfect wife someday :+
