so we have something to tell you guys. Ca...
so we have something to tell you guys. Can u see the big rock on my finger? Haha. Dennis got it for me in one of those machines. Atm im being a good wife making dinner and baking a pie.
we're alive ;) just left the bed for the s...
we're alive ;) just left the bed for the sofa :+ dont have much time for the Blog atm, sorry ;)
ok, the place is ready for his arrival. My...
ok, the place is ready for his arrival. My turn
D-Day tomorrow
its so close now. in 24h we´re (hopefully) together again and just entered the train to Helsingör in Denmark, and we´ll be at my place just after 1. else we´ll be back like 30 mins later.
staying for almost 10 days.... what the hell are we gonna do? :P
we picked a good week tho.
there is a hugh music festival in town from thursday till sunday. between 200 000 to 400 000 visitors each year so i guess we´ll spend some time there :P
and the city is full of markets and foodstands :P om nom nom.
i also thought id take him to "Tivoli" in Copenhagen. its one of the oldest amusementparks in Europe. http://www.tivoli.dk/composite-3351.htm
there´s the website for the ones that wanna have a look. they dont have that many rides but enough to satisfy me... if u look under "rides" u can see em all. i doubt i´ll put my ass in "Vertigo" or "The Demon"
ill stick to the normal roller couster and the fun house. or let him win me stuff in the machines and parlour games hehe ;) if he dont make me go :P
i also wanna go to the aqarium, looks nice :P
so i hope we´ll have a nice day there together




think we´ll meet some of my friends and family aswell, poor bastard :+
but after all that i have nooo idea what to do, tho i dont really care as long as im with him (cheeese i know )
but i cant help myself ;)
so happy atm :D
staying for almost 10 days.... what the hell are we gonna do? :P
we picked a good week tho.
there is a hugh music festival in town from thursday till sunday. between 200 000 to 400 000 visitors each year so i guess we´ll spend some time there :P
and the city is full of markets and foodstands :P om nom nom.
i also thought id take him to "Tivoli" in Copenhagen. its one of the oldest amusementparks in Europe. http://www.tivoli.dk/composite-3351.htm
there´s the website for the ones that wanna have a look. they dont have that many rides but enough to satisfy me... if u look under "rides" u can see em all. i doubt i´ll put my ass in "Vertigo" or "The Demon"
ill stick to the normal roller couster and the fun house. or let him win me stuff in the machines and parlour games hehe ;) if he dont make me go :P
i also wanna go to the aqarium, looks nice :P
so i hope we´ll have a nice day there together




think we´ll meet some of my friends and family aswell, poor bastard :+
but after all that i have nooo idea what to do, tho i dont really care as long as im with him (cheeese i know )
but i cant help myself ;)
so happy atm :D
i race u there!
soooooo
who wanna go for a ride?
i dare you!!

lol....
americans, totally crazy. id never put my ass in thatone. a 90 degree angle.. id shit myself.. wonder how high up it is. gotta google it :O
128 meters _O-
no one?
how about those then? ontop of the Stratosphere Hotel in Vegas? only 300m down.

i doubt id do it... and if i did do it i doubt i would enjoy it :P
who wanna go for a ride?
i dare you!!

lol....
americans, totally crazy. id never put my ass in thatone. a 90 degree angle.. id shit myself.. wonder how high up it is. gotta google it :O
128 meters _O-
no one?
how about those then? ontop of the Stratosphere Hotel in Vegas? only 300m down.

i doubt id do it... and if i did do it i doubt i would enjoy it :P
im a free woman
...for 17 days!
no work and it feels great. i need this break, badly. recharge.
the day has been one long count down but at 6 it was finally over. went to what we call "systembolaget".
thats the only store here in sweden you´re allowed to buy alcohol stronger than 3,5%. silly hu? haha
think it us and 2 or 3 other countries in the world that have it like this. LONG LIVE MONOPOLY.
anyway. bought 12 coronas, thought id start preparing now for Dennis visit here...(but i guess ill have to go there and buy some more before his arrival on monday haha)
need to do some serious shopping. i have like no food at all.
i never cook at home.
im looking forward to actually having to cook again, i think its really fun, but i dont see the point in cooking for yourself. im even gonna bake for him :P applepie and chocholatecake. om nom nom.
cant remember last time i did that.
im gonna be a perfect wife someday :+

no work and it feels great. i need this break, badly. recharge.
the day has been one long count down but at 6 it was finally over. went to what we call "systembolaget".
thats the only store here in sweden you´re allowed to buy alcohol stronger than 3,5%. silly hu? haha
think it us and 2 or 3 other countries in the world that have it like this. LONG LIVE MONOPOLY.
anyway. bought 12 coronas, thought id start preparing now for Dennis visit here...(but i guess ill have to go there and buy some more before his arrival on monday haha)
need to do some serious shopping. i have like no food at all.
i never cook at home.
im looking forward to actually having to cook again, i think its really fun, but i dont see the point in cooking for yourself. im even gonna bake for him :P applepie and chocholatecake. om nom nom.
cant remember last time i did that.
im gonna be a perfect wife someday :+

heeeeelp
i have a wedding comming up in just over a month....
the famous "im gonna miss Q-Base"-wedding :+
but anyway. i wanna wear a dress (ofc) :P
its not allowed to be either white or black, not to long and not to short. been looking for aaaages.
found this one today...

can i use that? I like red (A)
the famous "im gonna miss Q-Base"-wedding :+
but anyway. i wanna wear a dress (ofc) :P
its not allowed to be either white or black, not to long and not to short. been looking for aaaages.
found this one today...

can i use that? I like red (A)
i need vacation
im so tired. its late and yet i cant sleep. funny stuff.
worked 8 days of 9 now.. but tomorrow i finally have a day off
tho i need to clean, shop and all that funny stuff.
im def gonna try to sleep long, and to get some freakin sun, havent had time for that at all lately, and i havent even been to the beach yet. sad.
then im working thursday again... LAST DAY. then vacation <3 17 days away from that place, i need it.
one week left
god, in one week at this very moment he´s probably just landed i Copenhagen, waiting for his bag... and im outside in the arrivers hall.
and then we can enjoy eachothers company for 10 whole days. cant wait.
at first i wasnt sure what we´re gonna do, tho now it seems everyone wanna meet him. poor guy, like a monkey in a cage. my monkey ;)

love this pic, tho im pretty annoyed with myself atm...
ive started to do those scrapbooking albums from events... got back about 500 pics now from events the past year.. but i forgot to send in the ones from InQontrol...
and then we can enjoy eachothers company for 10 whole days. cant wait.
at first i wasnt sure what we´re gonna do, tho now it seems everyone wanna meet him. poor guy, like a monkey in a cage. my monkey ;)

love this pic, tho im pretty annoyed with myself atm...
ive started to do those scrapbooking albums from events... got back about 500 pics now from events the past year.. but i forgot to send in the ones from InQontrol...
emo
im a wreck...
been given those BC / hormone pills from my doc... they totally suck so ive decided to stop.
tho now i have every possible feeling / emotions at the same time.
i hate that.
been counting a bit today.
just to get the cats ready to leave the country its gonna cost me 650euro´s.... lol?
tho one positive thing is that if i decide to take my driverslicense alone (here in sweden we are allowed to drive at home with friends/family/ppl that are over 24 and had their lisence for atleast 5 years, tho my friends hasnt had it that long, my dad has none, my mom has no car etc...) bur 20 lessons, all books etc would "only" cost me 1600euro, i thought id had to pay atleast 2000.
so if im luck ill be able to save like 3000euro´s till next october. i really hope ill manage to save at least that... but its gonna be hard, i wanna be able to see dennis aswell, and giving up the only fun stuff i do (events/travel) will be really hard.. tho i guess it will be worth it in the end. i also thought of maybe try to work some extra after summer, if there is any hours to take..
money money money
who says they dont make you happy? craaaazy ppl

been given those BC / hormone pills from my doc... they totally suck so ive decided to stop.
tho now i have every possible feeling / emotions at the same time.
i hate that.
been counting a bit today.
just to get the cats ready to leave the country its gonna cost me 650euro´s.... lol?
tho one positive thing is that if i decide to take my driverslicense alone (here in sweden we are allowed to drive at home with friends/family/ppl that are over 24 and had their lisence for atleast 5 years, tho my friends hasnt had it that long, my dad has none, my mom has no car etc...) bur 20 lessons, all books etc would "only" cost me 1600euro, i thought id had to pay atleast 2000.
so if im luck ill be able to save like 3000euro´s till next october. i really hope ill manage to save at least that... but its gonna be hard, i wanna be able to see dennis aswell, and giving up the only fun stuff i do (events/travel) will be really hard.. tho i guess it will be worth it in the end. i also thought of maybe try to work some extra after summer, if there is any hours to take..
money money money
who says they dont make you happy? craaaazy ppl

dead tired
stayed up way past bedtime yesterday and working 12 to 9 today.
tomorrow its 9 to 19... and i really dont feel like it. i just want vacation now.
besides i cant think of much else than the movin part now.
im a control freak, i want to have everything planned, but i cant, i have to wait and thats killing me.
did another 2h research on the internet tonight after i came back from work. didnt plan it tho but time just flies, find more and more pages, more and more info.. ppls stories etc.
so my chicken got cold and my beer got warm.... and now its almost bedtime again.
ive found out i dont have to apply for a work permit since im from sweden tho. and that tilburg and eindhoven is pretty good places for swedish ppl to get jobs since many costum service centras are over there.. tho its not the ultimate considering i wanna learn the language, but its a start, i need to be able to support myself.. and i dont mind living down there ;)
what confuses me tho... (as i understood it)
i need a BSN-number or a SOFI-number in order to get a job there... tho in order to get those numbers i need to prove i can support myself/having an income..... ??? sense?
bedtime.... soon time to get back to work

tomorrow its 9 to 19... and i really dont feel like it. i just want vacation now.
besides i cant think of much else than the movin part now.
im a control freak, i want to have everything planned, but i cant, i have to wait and thats killing me.
did another 2h research on the internet tonight after i came back from work. didnt plan it tho but time just flies, find more and more pages, more and more info.. ppls stories etc.
so my chicken got cold and my beer got warm.... and now its almost bedtime again.
ive found out i dont have to apply for a work permit since im from sweden tho. and that tilburg and eindhoven is pretty good places for swedish ppl to get jobs since many costum service centras are over there.. tho its not the ultimate considering i wanna learn the language, but its a start, i need to be able to support myself.. and i dont mind living down there ;)
what confuses me tho... (as i understood it)
i need a BSN-number or a SOFI-number in order to get a job there... tho in order to get those numbers i need to prove i can support myself/having an income..... ??? sense?
bedtime.... soon time to get back to work

a new start...
yes yes... my old blog was deleted and i cant get it back. wonderful.
tho im a person that believe that everything happens for a reason.
yesterday i decided to move to holland, its something ive wanted for a pretty long time allready, not just cos me and dennis decided to get serious (tho it sure makes me wanna do it faster ofc) ;)
its not like we´ve decided over a weekend to get together and think it would work out having a long distance relationship for several years.
we both know that to get this to work someone will have to sacrifice a lot and move. and since ive wanted this for a time, ofc im the one that will go.
but befor i havent set a speciffic date for it, which i personal believe you have to do, or it wont ever happen.
so i sat a date yesterday. october 5th 2011.
that will be my last day in sweden.
it might seem far away but its gonna be crazy fast. i have soooo much to do till then, u cant even imagien.
yesterday i did a 3h research.. got 2 full pages with info.
what to do before and after moving.
almost 1 full page of the rules to move with the cats.
passports, id-chip, papers, transport.. gonna cost a fortune...
and me myself have tons of stuff to do aswell...
talk to banks to see what happens with the pension money ive earned so fast. cancel all memberships etc. get my medicaljournals. i need to fill in papers to even be allowed to work in holland, search for permission. show the dutch police papers that ive been paying a sertain tax here in swe.
and i have to move there before i can apply of becoming a dutch citizen... "no you cant...."
FUCKED....
but one of the forst steps now is to take my driverslicense over here in sweden, i cant make it over there. not in several years :P
so yeah, this is gonna cost me, and time will fly.
but ill be there soon, and i cant wait.... i will hopefully feel happy and satisfied again, something i havent felt living here for the past 3 years. its gonna be worth every penny in the end
tho im a person that believe that everything happens for a reason.
yesterday i decided to move to holland, its something ive wanted for a pretty long time allready, not just cos me and dennis decided to get serious (tho it sure makes me wanna do it faster ofc) ;)
its not like we´ve decided over a weekend to get together and think it would work out having a long distance relationship for several years.
we both know that to get this to work someone will have to sacrifice a lot and move. and since ive wanted this for a time, ofc im the one that will go.
but befor i havent set a speciffic date for it, which i personal believe you have to do, or it wont ever happen.
so i sat a date yesterday. october 5th 2011.
that will be my last day in sweden.
it might seem far away but its gonna be crazy fast. i have soooo much to do till then, u cant even imagien.
yesterday i did a 3h research.. got 2 full pages with info.
what to do before and after moving.
almost 1 full page of the rules to move with the cats.
passports, id-chip, papers, transport.. gonna cost a fortune...
and me myself have tons of stuff to do aswell...
talk to banks to see what happens with the pension money ive earned so fast. cancel all memberships etc. get my medicaljournals. i need to fill in papers to even be allowed to work in holland, search for permission. show the dutch police papers that ive been paying a sertain tax here in swe.
and i have to move there before i can apply of becoming a dutch citizen... "no you cant...."
FUCKED....
but one of the forst steps now is to take my driverslicense over here in sweden, i cant make it over there. not in several years :P
so yeah, this is gonna cost me, and time will fly.
but ill be there soon, and i cant wait.... i will hopefully feel happy and satisfied again, something i havent felt living here for the past 3 years. its gonna be worth every penny in the end
testing testing
ive been told several times to get/write my blog in english.
now i finally took action and created one, when i did that i also somehow managed to delete my old one...
i have no idea how that really was possible, i did what the site said i should do but when i couldnt choose one option i realised something was wrong and tryed to go back... GONE.
so here i am, waiting for a reply on my mail if i can get it back or not... or else its only 2-3 years of writing gone.. lovely.
but this will be the english version of my blog for you who are intrested in that.
the spelling wont be 100% but you´ll have to live with that. at least you dont have to use google translater as my boyfriend have done so far (AMAGAD boyfriend, that sounds so different) haha
<--- thats me atm
now i finally took action and created one, when i did that i also somehow managed to delete my old one...
i have no idea how that really was possible, i did what the site said i should do but when i couldnt choose one option i realised something was wrong and tryed to go back... GONE.
so here i am, waiting for a reply on my mail if i can get it back or not... or else its only 2-3 years of writing gone.. lovely.
but this will be the english version of my blog for you who are intrested in that.
the spelling wont be 100% but you´ll have to live with that. at least you dont have to use google translater as my boyfriend have done so far (AMAGAD boyfriend, that sounds so different) haha
